The Day I Got My Marksheet


Hey guys! Today I got my first semester marksheet. The results were only partly satisfactory to me, but I was relieved overall because the marks were too gracious when compared to my preparation. I am not saying that I didn't prepare, but the point is, I didn't prepare properly. But the first semester exams helped me to realize where I stood and what were the areas I need to concentrate more on.

When I say proper preparation, it doesn't mean that I didn't work hard, but that I hadn't worked smart. I was relying only on the faculty and notes for my preparation, and I realized that I needed to take a look at the prescribed texts. That too, again, I messed up. I failed to realize that this was college and no spoon-feeding should be expected. Funny, I tried to memorize most of the parts, like I did for my school exams. I remembered another incident here. When I tried to convince my dad that I was not much into science, he saw my marks and asked me how I had gotten so much marks if I had not any  inclination towards it. I guess I have the answer now. Because, I was totally dependent on notes and rote-learning. I never took a personal interest in what I studied. 

And as I said in one of my previous blogs, I have this issue of unnecessarily complicating things.  It is like, in an attempt to attain perfection in what I do, believing myself to be a perfectionist,  I just complicate and waste too much time on unwanted things and at the end, there is no time for the necessary activities. To be honest, I was even afraid that I could fail in atleast one of the papers, but by God's grace, I have managed to pass. I take this as a warning sign from God to look into my problems and make myself right. I'll try to do my best!

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